Take a brief moment to remember that you are incredible. Take a moment to separate yourself from others and really give yourself a pat on the back. It is called SELF-esteem for a reason. One thing I have learned in recent months is that no one can help you the way you can help yourself. So take a second to just say that you are awesome. Regardless of where you are in life, regardless of your struggles and failures, today is a day filled with opportunities to be better than you were. Look for them and capitalize on them. Then post them. Brag about them. Love them. And love yourself. In the end, it hurts no one to be positive. But you do hurt yourself if you are negative. So, from me to you, have a fucking awesome day and remember that I want some pics of your awesomeness!!
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1. I am pretty intelligent
2. I curling is awesome and I love watching it
3. My niece and nephew adore me
4. I am a pretty good friend
5. I can list all fifty states in one breath. In alphabetical order.
Depression is a hell of a thing. Realizing that sometimes you cannot do anything other than accept that you are depressed is hard. The fake smiles, the fake laughter, the grandiose moments that you portray while at work….all of it hitting you and making you realize that you are actually quite alone and have no one. It is something that I never thought I would suffer from. I really is this alien concept for me. It isn’t that my most recent relationship ended and I feel this way, it isn’t even that I have sought companionship and have been rejected….it is the simple thing of me feeling like I cannot and will not be happy again. It is this odd dull acceptance, this resigning to to a fate of isolation that haunts me each and every day regardless of what others say.
Maybe I will be, maybe I won’t. Maybe one day the pain will be gone and maybe one day it will get the better of me. I am trying. I really am. This isn’t about gaining any attention or trying to be on everyone’s radar. It is simply about me living a lonely life and really being fed up with it. Now all that is left is deciding what to do to end that loneliness…..
Sometimes, when I am really drunk and I notice you don’t have shoes on, I like to slap your feet as hard as I can….